There are signs around my space, which indicate where my head is at. Examples inlclude the state of my office, the state of my home/cabin, and now I see, the state of my blog - I'll spare you and myself any life like images here.
Family challenges have been my focus for quite some time... and time stops for no one. This collection of minutes, hours, days, months is now moving into years... Illness just doesn't go on a holiday.
There are only so many hours in every day, and I have kept none aside for house keeping, none for office beautifuication, and none for posting. There has been little in the way of art, art appeciation, or just time out.
Tonight I sit in my disasterous cabin, which I was thinking tonight, after shoveling my way into the drive-way, that using tornado for a description just doesn't describe things accurately. Rather, I would say it appears that a strong wind has blown through the place piling stuff here and there. It is amazing how a small place can be tidy one minute and appauling the next.
And then I remember that it is just the way it is right now and that I need to give myself a break. The decision to live in town (ackkkk) to decrease the stress of travel time amongst other 'time' related factors, means that... my Laberge home is more of a cabin... my Dawson home sits cold, still, and a work in progress... and time keeps moving as it will.
After logging on to my link of any social world for me these days:Facebook tonight, and clicking on John Steins link... I was reunited with my thirst for my art, my blog, and I guess, my life.
A little re-evaluation and balancing is in order.